Well, my weekend was fantastic. Fri was spent at V's house with Ner, Cheez, Richa, Padstar and then Sonia, Sam, Kiahwee, Ann and Charis came. They brought drinks over and all, sat at the play ground and talked. Got a lift home from S, still love the way she smells. :) Drama nights.

I had to cab down to tuition on saturday, tsk. Met up with Sf after that at parkway and irritated her the whole bus ride. Met Val at TM, Sf cut her hair. Walked around, got my flats, then we trained down to town. Val met her mum, me and Sf went to Daiso! Bento shopping, haha. Met Jennypoks after that and went home with her. Did Vday shopping at Compass then trained down to Serangoon where we had supper with L & T, superduper funny. I had a good laugh, seduced both L & T haha. Sunday was spent with Mandy, then met Ry at night to study at the park. Ended up eating like obsesed shits at Macs. I hope this week passes really quickly, I already feel the stress.

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I was just thinking about relationships and I find it quite odd. From experiences, I believe that relationships are sometimes a habit built on constantly seeing each other. For example, you're with your girl and you spend time with her almost everyday. You sleep with her and wake up with her in your arms, you have breakfast with her on Sunday mornings and you two read the newspaper together. But one day, poof she's gone and then you feel really empty. Is it really the Love you miss or the fact that it was quite a routine that you two practice every week? Was she really the One you could spend your life with or the one which every week of your life is the same with her? Perhaps having her around so often makes the relationship become a habit, something you get so used to that it'll tear you apart to not be with her. She's already so close to you that she's comfortably fitted herself into your life, and removing it, is as good as removing a certain part of your life, sometimes even your heart. Its odd, it's even scary how you can't tell habit from love. I guess love is falling in it over and over again.

And is having someone who is willing to die because she can't be without you, is it a curse or a blessing? I believe its a curse. So please, don't do this to me because it kills me to see you like this.

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I am so not prepared for the week. I swear, someone give me the strength. 11:11pm, i made a wish. On a better note, V day will be spend at billybombers to celebrate vally's birthday, sweet 16 mofohead! Well, i'm off to study physics now.

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy :)
@ 11:02 PM